Evil ARMY

Darwin theory stated that human beings evolved from primates or ape-like ancestors. Since then, many of us believe that everything on this Earth “evolve” from something else. Probably it starts from a very small molecule or bacteria. However, it is the subject of a broad scientific inquiry that seeks to understand and describe how this change and development occurred. No documentary would able to screen us such a long time ago to prove all these theories. Why things “evolve” and why things “extinct”? Is it really because less and less forest around cause ape to evolve becoming human? Is it really true that dinasaurs extinct because planet Earth is way too small for them to live in? Is it really true that dinasaurs died in mass destruction after a comet strucked our planet? I belive that even scientists and researchers can not give us a satisfying answer.

If we look beyond living things on Earth and start thinking something more superior than us. Would it be the creation of “the ONE”? Or the mass destruction of the devils? Sometimes, I’m curious what is happening out there, somewhere beyond the eyesight of human beings. Deep beneath vast array of oceans; deep beneath underground cracks; far inside the unexplore caves. Satellite can not foresee that.

New species, unknown creatures and mutants come from where? Are they “created” or “evolved” slowly beneath without human acknowledgement? Humans are not the only target for devils. Devils are able to influence other living creatures as well and even “attch” to them. Maybe evil troops are under construction to prepare a great war with humans. BEWARE!
The chupacabra (or chupacabras) is (are) a cryptid said to inhabit parts of the Americas. It is associated particularly with Puerto Rico (where it was first reported), Mexico, Chile, Brazil and the United States, especially in the latter's Latin American communities and Maine. The name translates literally from the Spanish as "goat-sucker". It comes from the creature's reported habit of attacking and drinking the blood of livestock. Physical descriptions of the creature vary. Sightings began in Puerto Rico in the early 1990s, and have since been reported as far north as Maine, and as far south as Chile. Though some argue that the chupacabras may be real creatures, mainstream scientists and experts generally contend that the chupacabra is a legendary creature, or a type of urban legend. National Geographic did a report on the existance of Chupacabras and they found a supposed chupacabra skeleton on a local farm ground.
1-7, it is believed that all these aquatic creatures were washed up by the Tsunami. We don't know whether is it another hoax from people or is it for real but it is possible that something weird or strange is happening "under" there. 7 would be the most unbelievable since it looks like a combination of squids and fish. another "Evolution"? 1- This creature was found in a cave at the middle east. Looks like a lobster but unfortunately it's not the same species. 2- found in California cave, another unknown creature like scorpian with a "rounded" back. 3- found in California cave, unknown bug. 4- also found in California cave, very long but with only 6 legs?

Recent news also reported that there are 52 new species in seas found off Indonesia. Not hoax for sure. But why in a sudden? Some might said "it the trend of our ecosystem to suit themselves with the change of this world". Or is it a "sign"? What do you think?

Colorful "HELL"

After my previous post talking on how exam makes my life miserable, now I want to post just another design contradictory to my feeling of “colorless”. This time it is a colorful design from my partner, ms. Ms just learned about some functions of Photoshop7 while she was bored studying yesterday. So I taught her on some brush stroke and layer concept. And I found out that the design she come out with is full with color. Probably that’s the difference between human beings. We have different sense of creativity in expressing ourselves. For me, boredom would be “black and white”. But for her, boredom should be colorize with spectrum of colors. Perhaps, that is why I love art so much.

Pretty messy masterpiece but I would like to give creditability to this first-time-art. Bravo! Keep it up and turn our life into living art.

Some quotations to be shared from our famous Italian Renaissance Artist, Leonardo da Vinci:

“A good painter has two main objects to paint, man and the intention of his soul. The former is easy, the latter hard as he has to represent it by the attitude and movement of the limbs.

The color of the object illuminated partakes of the color of that which illuminates it.

Where the spirit does not work with the hand there is no art.” – Leonardo da Vinci

edited version of leonardo's famous art work - "The last supper"

Colorless "HELL"

I’m not so sure what the hell I’m doing right now. Basically I’m holding a book and keep telling my brain “remember this”, “memorize that”, “must know this”, “must understand that”, etc. What the hell! It will explode if I did not stop and have a break now to release my tension. There are too many to study and too many to understand yet limited passion to continue it. Suddenly, I feel that the books and notes I’m holding are very smelly and annoying. Passion about acquiring knowledge should not be that way I guess.

“Aristotle points out that the curiosity for knowledge and the curiosity of knowledge is the essence of philosophy itself.”For it was their curiosity that first led men to philosophize and that still leads them." Aristotle believes that all philosophers try to overcome ignorance, and pursue knowledge for its own sake and not merely for the practical utility of it.”

Even Aristotle believes that knowledge should be acquired through passion, enthusiasm, and curiosity. To create those, we need communication, social, and observation (not observing notes and text books merely of course). We need more freedom to study rather than the education system we practice now. We just do not look far and broad enough to practice those spirits. What we can see here is just engineering, business, medicine, biotech, information technology, art, etc. But what we see beyond? I’m not sure what I’m crapping now, but just another way to release tension and continue key in data into my brain.

“All men by nature desire to know.” Aristotle
“All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind.”Aristotle

Revolution of HELL Culture

Culture is being treated as an identity, patterns, traits, arts, behavior patterns, etc of an environment of community. As such, many of us automatically will think that culture is something representing the culture and should not be changed or impossible to mould all over again. For me, this is total untruthful statement and a fallacy to most of us. Culture is something to be improved, to be practiced and revolt over time. The stagnancy of this element in a community would be described as a “habit” rather than “culture”. Without revolution, a culture will not reach its noble stage. It will not be crystallized and respected by future generation. Till here, I also do not feel that culture preservation is worthless. It’s true that culture should continuously modulate itself to suit the change of life and bring human to higher level. However, those cultures which had reached its noble stage should be preserved by us till the end of world. And of course cultures that we are trying to maintain its originality is only a small part of human culture. Probably we should look at the future planet earth culture – human as a whole culture. What would it be? Perhaps, it is the combination and interlacing of profound noble cultures.

So, while preserving culture, there is no wrong for us to add in good element which can blend well with existing one. Be daring to create new culture and eliminate cultures which bring malady and ailment to human community. Don’t give ourselves a notion or perception that “things will go on like that” or “nothing can change that, it is already a culture”. Don’t say:

“No use of implementing self-learning education system since our culture is spoon feed learning”

“No use bringing philosophy, literature and humanity elements into university life because our culture here is more towards science and technology” (don’t bull shit, compare to developed country, science and technology here is nothing. So stop assuring ourselves that “it is like that”, but start claiming “it should be like that”)

“No use enacting board to promote environment cleanliness because our people already have the culture to throw rubbish.”

Are these all our culture or disasters? If we get back to the definition of culture, we would not want all these to become identity of our country or in broader scope, as human traits. No wonder aliens stop visiting us for such a long time. Probably there is nothing more to be learned from human culture. Time to create a whole new culture which “touches everyone souls”. But it all starts from ourselves, our attitude towards our own culture and our initiative to revolt our culture. It’s not a rebellion against authorities but the up rise of our own traits and identity. Not prime minister’s role, not parents’ responsibilities, not educators’ obligations, but everyone duties to assure the achievement of a human superior culture.

C U L T U R E - Exploration

Last few days (16th September 2006), I just went to Cyberjaya once again but this time with my board of high committees. The purpose of this trip is to have an interaction with them. Nevertheless, it is to let we know each other and foster better ties among us. For me, it is an exchange of ideas in culture and management field.

We depart from here at 9 something and reach Cyberjaya by 11 something. Without delay, we had a tour on parts of the campus. Later, we started the meeting and it last until 6 something. The first session is the interaction between us and Cyberjaya high committees. After that we had another session with high committees’ representative from UPM. Everything runs smoothly. At night time, we had decided to have a tour to UKM mooncake festival at Kajang City Hall. The festival was awesome and we learned a lot from them. Next morning, we went UPM campus to tour around. Very lucky, we were tour-guided by their president and secretary.

This trip was great because I learned a lot from it. We get to know what is the problem that we both (Melaka and Cyberjaya) facing all this while. We exchange ideas on how to resolves some of our society’s problems and challenges. The same goes to UPM as we know more about their society and how they operate. The most important thing, we gained a lot in observing their culture and environment of doing students’ activities. We understand that we are all under different environment thus having different style of managing. The witness of UKM mooncake festival is also a thrill for us since it was such a great event. We need to learn their heart of appreciating every event they can do. We need to spread these thoughts among ourselves. Finally the tour to UPM campus also reveals us too many cases happened there before. We know how the <1971> is implemented in the campus life. We learn a lot through culture and environment observation. We inspired from it through a deep thinking of our own. Though tiring, but it worth!~ outlook of Times Square Building. aesthetic view of the architecture
Restaurant that we took our lunch on the second day in Times Square
Maggi Soup with ham, egg and vegetables.("higher elasticity compare to normal maggi",quoted from my friend who ordered this.wahaha!)
"奶油鸡饭" ordered by me!~
"双星报喜" ordered by my friend.(taste like mixture of fruit juice with yogurt)
Coke + Lemon by me

Celebrating B'day with Yun at Secret Recipe(haha, first time we get to taste so many different flavors cake at same time)

Evil Infection

Numerous diseases and viruses spread around this world since the existence of human beings. Through civilization, humans are progressing aggressively towards building a better life. People are getting smarter or perhaps “smarter” with the helps from machines and technologies. But at the same time, viruses and diseases are getting more terrifying and almost impossible to detect. Till here, probably most of you are thinking of chronic disease and incurable viruses such as HIV, H5N1, mad-cow, etc. Getting infected by these diseases or viruses is scary because it might cause death to us. But, what I am talking about are the viruses and diseases spreading from mind to mind. It is the virus of evil that root in our mind since the beginning of human civilization.

The more civilize we get to be, the more evil exist in some of our minds. Besides improving our science, astrology, technology, literature, culture and so on, civilization is about leading the world to become a “free society with morality and ethics”. Human should have the freedom and right to speak. Human should have the right to voice out to bring improvements. We are free to support or go against what we think is right or wrong. However, an unframed civilize society should be guided by some morale teachings and religious ethical thinking. Civilization is about bringing human to a state where less and less rules should be implemented to control negative behaviors. Civilization is not about implementing rules to restrict human rights and freedom.

Few decades ago, this country had implemented rules to restrict undergraduates’ right and freedom. For me, restricting the growth of country pillar, it is the synonym of saying “stop” to civilization. Since then, civilization is no longer define as an advanced state of intellectual, cultural, and material development in human society, marked by progress in the arts and sciences, the extensive use of record-keeping, including writing, and the appearance of complex political and social institutions. Inversely, it is a stagnant state of intellectual and human fighting for better life. The advancement in technologies and science is very surface thing. What about our thoughts and spirit?

On 17th of March 1971, most of the highly educated people in this country feel the pressure from the spread of evil thoughts. The “missionary” of these evil thoughts is through restriction on activities fighting for right, freedom and better life by undergraduates. Slowly, it show effects and they success in spreading this evil virus by putting undergraduates into “I just want to study”-dilemma. At first, the virus will restrict us from doing things they do not wish us to do. At the chronic state, those who get infected will resist to do though without restriction. Phobia in facing reality and solving human right and freedom problems lead to the wide spread of this evil infection. Until now, they are still slowly eliminating those who protest against them.

So, look at friends around you. Are they infected? How to continue the civilization process which had been stagnated for long?

Devil’s HAND

What we know about devils? A devil is a form of spirit who created by the “ONE” and rebelled against the “ONE”. So, we might ask how a devil would manipulate and bring harm to mankind if they are only in a spiritual form. But never forget that a spiritual form of devil has a lot of power. Among them is to manifest themselves into human or animal form. They are strong in influencing and tempting humans’ mind. Possession is bodily invasion by devils. They are from hell but start manipulating humans’ own hands to do their intention. And those who are weak in mind will become the host of this evil parasitism. So, beware of the hands around you! They are here now!

Recently, the community that I’m currently living in (around University) is horrifying. Everyone is living in fear after a few incidents of kick napping, snatching, robbing, molesting, etc. This is no bluff and it’s the true story on the existence of devil’s hand. They are definitely here now, crawling out from the underground. Devils are here to temp us sin, pure and simple. Obviously, there are groups of “hosts” doing things for them now. They know very well where and when is the right choice to do their evil crimes. They move silently yet aggressively. The numbers of these cases is increasing from days to days. Even friends around me face it themselves!

The question now is “how to curb!?” Well, if the authorities can not do much on this, we have to depend on ourselves! If they want a “war” then we give them a “war”! We would fight fire with fire! But the “fire” must come from our heart and spirit. We should not fear of them but to counter back. Let our heart, soul and spirit become strong with loves and cares. With the help of angels’ wings we shall protect each others and fight back the evil’s deed. Those who rebelled against the “ONE” and those who assisted in executing the devils’ thoughts shall be punished! It’s time for us to perform “exorcism”. Let us arm ourselves spiritually and physically. Please help to take care about people around us. Please lend our angel hands when they need it. Let’s burn the devil’s hand with our “fire”!

Stepping out of "HELL"

All of us were born with guilt. It bring suffers to mothers and it sacrifice millions of our brothers and sisters to survive on this Earth. When we were small, we don’t know how to love; we stepped on ants, we hit wild dogs, we treat other races with different skin colors as intruders, we hurt parents’ feelings, and many more. And all these shall be added into our guilt and sins. Maybe this is also the reason why there is a saying that “No one deserves Heaven. This is God special place and no one who sins deserves to be there.” In other words, can I say that we are actually queuing in the waiting list of entering hell since we were born?

What I’m trying to say is that we can not hope to get a ticket for heaven entrance for sure. Definitely no one would want to embrace the flame in hell. Stop being nuts and start thinking who you prefer to stay with in hell; whether your families, your friends, or your love one? No! Stop blaming parents for giving birth to you, stop blaming your friends for teaching you how to smoke, stop blaming your boss for not promoting you, and stop giving excuse. Yes, it’s true that every one of us carry guilt and sins. Humans are not meant to look back on their sins but to fore look how to love each others. I’m talking on start stepping away from hell’s door slowly instead of worshipping the sinful devils. It’s about making our own life better rather than vanishing it with our own hands. It’s about avoiding hell but not overlooking the sin we did before.

Trusts to the “ONE” you believe in is important as guide to avoid entering hell. It’s not about whether you are on the white side or the dark side. It’s about how far the distance you can walk on the white side. The courage and inspiration to start the first step depends on the individual themselves. Believing is not getting us surrounded by Holy Spirit but to enforce it from our inner side. It is the force from inside that actually supplies us with the strength and energy to walk as far away from hell as we can!

Humans are all born in poverty. We are naturally poor in loving and appreciating. We are all equal at the beginning. It’s the inner self inspiration I mentioned that separate us apart. It decides the difference of distance between me and you from the gate of hell. There is no use putting up banner and coming out with propaganda saying you are almost sucked by the mouth of hell. You are the only savior to walk out from it on your own. And remember, not hoping anyone to overlook or forgive our guilt but to start loving each others. No use of complaining to each others. Why don’t we strive and step out of hell together?!

Conquer our own land before hell conquer it from us~~

"Just Do It" - Mania

Still remember that years before during I was in secondary. Having a bunch of good friends, my secondary school life was full with colors. We did a lot of fun stuff and no doubt that those moments still treasure deep in my mind. Anyway, we did not dare to do what we tend to do. Though it’s hilarious, but it seems to be lacked of something crazy, maniac, passion, enthusiasm, and rage. Many times we challenged each others to do something but it ended up no one dared to do so. I guess that is what restricted us from having fullest enjoyment. How I wish we really do those crazy stuff together; “why don’t we go swim at the beach at night?”; “why don’t we go shop until no cent left?”; “why don’t we get to know that girl passing across the street?” Blah… a lot of ideas but at the end of the day no one is willing to take the first step.

On 2nd of September 2006, I and some mates from university had decided to have a trip to cyber depart at 8am that day. Anyway, we went out for supper at 1am before the first planned departure time at 8am. Here comes the crazy idea! During the supper time, one of us had suggested to go Cyber right on that time! And without the second thought, some of us actually agreed on the suggestion. At first, I thought it was another “why don’t” thing that will end up with no solid execution. So, I was like “yeah right…” Somehow, 5 minutes after the supper I was shock that my friend (Foo), came and fetched me. “Let’s go now!” I was stunted and that was really out of my expectation. Then, in rush I packed my beg and step into the car. (Still a little bit blur)

Anyway, along the journey there was an overwhelmed feeling that I never felt before going for a trip. Probably that is what I seeking for since long time ago. It’s the feeling of “Just-Do-It” without hesitation. It’s the act of making “why don’t” a reality. The passion and enthusiasm to reach Cyber and give surprise to friends over there suddenly flooded my heart! I believed we all had the same feeling in heart that time. “Oh my god, we going to cyber at almost 3am in the midnight! WOW, that’s crazy!”

Throughout the whole trip, it was fun and hope we all can “Just-Do-It” again in the future! Wahaha…

just started our journey!Horrey!

The time on car showed "2.50am"-time of departure.

Browse around cyberia when we just reached. Like no man city - "resident evil"

Lunch on the first day at Restaurant Wong Kok, 1-Utama, Damansara

Cheeeese....."very frustrated smile"(straving)

Drinks ordered: Total chocholate blend(left) and red bean with sago(right)

yummy, finally my cheese baked rice with pork arrived!!

pork steak with honey juice...

dinner was having at Dragon-i "笼的传人". Like the "xiao long bao" very much! Sorry, no photo captured since i'm too hungry that moment. Forgot about taking the photo already, busy filling my empty stomach~!

"Flaming Spirit"

31st August 1957 was the independence day of my beloved country. Yesterday was 31st August 2006 and definitely throughout the whole country we are making celebration to remember this meaningful day. The celebration is big, grand, and full with crowd especially in our happenings capital – Kuala Lumpur.

However, I as an undergraduate and being far apart from home was celebrating this memorable National Day with my friends and fellow brothers in campus. It was a countdown ceremony organized by Students’ Representative Council from my campus. The event started at 8.00pm but I was unable to show up early because I’m attending “Interfaith Talk” at the same time. After the talk finish, I hang around with my friends and decided to go support the countdown ceremony organized by our own campus.

It’s actually having drizzling rain at that moment. Well, we are amazed when we reached there and saw the seats under the canopy were actually fully occupied despite the misty rain. I was like “wow, not so bad after all”. Soon, I discovered that it is right for me to be there. Under the canopy everyone was waiting for the countdown and the emcees were busy thinking to come out with topics so that the atmosphere will not be so bored. When it reached the time that the emcees were out of ideas. The response from the audiences was unexpectedly overwhelmed! First we have a bunch of friends consisting all Malays, Indians, Chinese and even international students performing a “mix-dance” voluntarily. Now, how’s that? After that, we have another group of Arabian students actually volunteered to recite some kind of song of poem in Arabic language. That’s amazing and finally we reach the moment of countdown. While in the process of shouting “Five….Four…three…” I was actually observing people around me and I noticed that everyone was in joy and even international students were having great fun.

Suddenly something strike my mind during the moment of countdown. I feel that the true meaning of National Day or Independence Day is to continue the spirit of unity of diversity. It’s not about making the largest cake for Malaysia, forming the largest “Jalur Gemilang”, conquering the widest sea, or persuading the highest mountain; but to continue the spirit that we formed long time ago to achieve independent in 1957. It’s about strengthening the spirit we have. It’s the day of memorizing a formation of strong alliance and unity between different races and religious. Learn from our ancestors who are once living in kampong together with all other races. The harmony and peaceful way of living should be preserved and to be reminded in this meaningful day! Say no to all those junk RECORDS!

with some sprinkle of devil's spell...walla! a small flag on my desk..hehe...small enough to celebrate merdeka...hoho