HELL Perfection

She is perfect if she is blessed with nice curve;
She is perfect if she create charming smiles;
She is perfect if she create enchanting laughs;
It is a combination of perfection for beauty.
Is it?
It seems like a thousand years they had separated. Thinking back the time they used to be together. It’s like needle stitching their hearts when they think of each others. They remember each others’ face, smiles, and laughs very well. Through “stitching”, it does heal their wounds of “missing” but it left pains. They remember each others’ voice and eyes’ color. It’s like adrenalin boosting our heart to beat non-stop. Through “boosting”, it does heal their empty heart but it left pains.
The pains are from what they had really “miss” during the separation. It’s not face, smiles, laughs, voices, or inner beauty alone that we “miss”. That is why we never heal ourselves through “missing”. They are not perfect with just a single smile, laugh, face, or personalities. They are beautiful as a whole, as (him or her) themselves uniquely. Each others’ perfection will never be coded correctly in their mind. Mind is lack of some kind of chemical to create perfection. Thus, “missing” will never claim all the goodness of your partners. Even if they imagine (or miss) it as a whole, there is no soul in it.
There are always imperfections in “missing”. Maybe that is also why many people had found their love ones which are different significantly with their “dream girl”. That’s the perfection that hell gives us in imagination. To seek for the true one, look beyond! (Remember that mind does not work well in this!)



1 Comments:
lol...i'm also poor...
people that i drew would be either wearing mask or sustained from "kecacatan" some how~
add oil~!
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